Stickers, I has them

In the recent drive for the Ada Initiative, I did some whining because I was only able to donate my usual tiny drop in the bucket, not near enough for a sticker pack, which I wanted. I was prepared to whine and move on, when Iris Vander Pluym of Perry Street Palace generously offered to send me a sticker pack. My tablet case is now properly adorned with the F-Word and other goodies! Thank you so much, Iris.

Xmas in August

Xmas came early this year, for Rick. Giving him his giftie in December would have constituted cruelty, because he wouldn’t be able to run right out and use it, aaaand it was on sale this month, so…




Brand: Condor

Total Length: 24 inch

Blade Length: 17 5/8 inch

Blade Thickness: 1/4 inch

Weight of Machete: 1.35 lbs

Blade Composition: 1075 High Carbon Steel with black powder epoxy finish.

Rick is outside with it now, in shiny, sharp happiness.

Read. Just Read.


That link goes to the second page of comments, and it’s a long page, link heavy, with lots of reading. Please, just read.

Bone weary…

of white people intent on victim blaming and other stupidities. Several days ago, I wrote this in response to one of those people:

Gee, I think I was just ‘those people’d’. I’m honored, thanks.

Of all the people who blow through here, I often take great pains to be patient, clear, and explanatory. Why don’t I do that with you? Because every time I’ve read a post by you, it’s saying something egregiously stupid and wrong. I’m not obligated to be nice to you, or hold your hand while attempting to get victim blaming 101, racism 101, privilege 101, and bias 101 into that brain of yours.

A lot of us have been curating news for 10 days straight. That involves having to read a great deal of racist shit, which is stressful on its own, let alone on top of the stress of shaking, crying, and feeling like we have vomit up our anguish and anger over what is happening to a town full of people who are rightly angry over the murder of an 18 year old, then having their humanity and rights blatantly stripped from them. A lot of us recognize the dire nature of this situation, and that sooner or later, that rumble will mow down our towns. A lot of us recognize our common humanity and the necessity of solidarity. We empathize. We feel their pain. We feel our own pain. We feel the shock and disbelief over events in Ferguson. That shock and disbelief is being shared the world over.

This is Terror, writ large and inflicted on us from those who have set themselves above and beyond people in general, people struggling to live their lives, people who want to love, create, work, educate, and enjoy themselves and others. People who should not have to live in fear every. single. day. of. their. lives. Adults who, every day, know the insidious and horrible fear that someone they love may be summarily executed by one in authority, who will face no consequence. Children who, every day, know the insidious and horrible fear that they may lose a friend, sibling, parent, relative to execution by cop. Young people who, every day, know the insidious and horrible fear that someone might decide to gun them down. People who, every day, know that if they are gunned down, the media will portray them in the worst possible light, and stupid bigots will eat that up with a sage nod of the head. People who, every day of their lives, live with harassment from those in authority. People who cannot gather without mass amounts of bigots, many of them in positions of authority, assuming they are naturally up to no good. People who are always blamed, no. matter. what.

Me? I. Am. So. Damn. Lucky. Y’see, I’m mixed race, but that is not apparent on the outside. On the outside, I’m white, white, white. I can pass, so I get white privilege oozing out the ass. I know how fucking lucky I am, and I know not to presume on other peoples’ experiences. I know it’s better if I listen than pontificate. I know that no matter how much I empathize, I’ll never know the deep every day fear that POC get to live with. I know I’ll always be more accepted and have more opportunities than people who are visibly POC. I know that all those things mean I cannot afford to play dimwitted, clueless white person. I know those things mean I need to listen all the time, I need to read, I need to learn, I need to educate myself and educate others.

You, [redacted], have had absolutely nothing to say about any of that. No, what was important to you was to nitpick and criticize people in an impossible situation. That certainly paints you in a very bad light, and no one is obliged to suffer your foolishness kindly.

There’s more. So much more. Today, though, I’m going to let Jonathan H. Gray speak for me, because he does it so very well: I spent my lunch break drawing this. It was more personal than taking a picture.


Stay Woke. Stay Informed. Stay Angry.


FERGUSON OVERNIGHT: – 78 people arrested – 2 people shot – Shots fired at police – 6 journalists arrested. (Photo)


This is a small town in America. Still think something isn’t profoundly wrong here? (Photo Scott Olson of @GettyImages)

BTW, Scott Olsen was one of the photojournalists arrested last night, for being across from the media pen.

The white guy on the left is the one who was trying to incite a riot last night. He came here from Chicago. (Photo)

Stay informed! and (You do not need an account to read.) A lot of us have been curating moment to moment news, the latest in this thread: Time to arrest the police.

Michael Eric Dyson spells it out for white people: Police won’t ‘kill your child’

#Ferguson made front pages in Turkey

Mike Brown: Facts and dog whistles

Numbers That Matter: Ferguson

‘Kill Switch’ Smartphone Bill Passes in California

12 things white people can do now because Ferguson

Stark Racial Divisions in Reactions to Ferguson Police Shooting

The Mike Brown Killing: It’s Much Too Late for Angry Words by Kobie Colemon

Justice for Michael Brown Rests Almost Entirely in the Hands of This One Man

Campaigns and Ways to Help for #MikeBrown #Ferguson

Please Know, World, Black Lives Do Matter – an excerpt:

In everything we’ve seen from Ferguson, MO, this week, take away this: Black people are not a plague on society. Black people are not an inscrutable waste of time, and black life isn’t negotiable or negligible, but it is endangered. It is at risk. It is in some instances predisposed to be marked for death. Now more than ever before in history, we have got to find a way to indicate to those who would seek to strike black life down, that we are people. We bleed, we die, we have families, we love, we grieve, we have children, we are children, we are men and women, we are here, we matter, we matter. We matter.

First they came for the Black people, and I did not speak out – an excerpt:

This is what we’re doing. We’re watching our brothers and sisters, our fellow countrymen, marched on by a militarized, First-Amendment-breaking attack force, and we’re doing nothing. Because it doesn’t affect us. It doesn’t unsettle us. It doesn’t make is imagine that happening in our neighborhood, because our neighborhood doesn’t have dark boys with sagging pants walking to decrepit apartments.

White America–and Asian America, and Latin (U.S.) America, and everyone else–this is the time to get upset. This is the time to find some piece of this insanity and allow yourself to see how wrong this is. Pick a piece. Government and media aren’t doing anything about it. Cops acting as military and disrespecting citizens. Intrusion of private space. Journalists locked up. Breaking the First Amendment. Racist cops. Dead innocent young boys. Whatever it is, let it get you riled up that you actually want to do something. 

Get so upset that you start looking at plane tickets to Ferguson. Realize that this is a massive civil rights issue. This is absolutely absurd and both reflects and predicts a broken, evil thing.

And then find every opportunity you have to act on that. Petition. Call. Inform. Donate. Console. Whatever it is you have in your power to fight this.

In my last post I encouraged you to not be That White Person, who, in the face of Black pain, says “Well, technically…”.

This time, I’m encouraging you to be That Other White Person. The one who, in the face of White apathy towards Black pain, acts counter to your culture and stands in solidarity with people whose neighborhoods might not look like yours. Put yourself in their shoes and see how absolutely insane this situation is, and then act accordingly. Don’t let this happen unchallenged.

Read. Stay Informed. Get mad as hell, and don’t take it anymore.



Let’s clear up that whole ‘black on black crime’ business, too. An excerpt (please click and read the whole thing) from White On White Crime:

In 2011, there were more cases of Whites killing Whites than there were Blacks killing Blacks. Now, in the United States, a White person is almost 6 times more likely to be killed by another White person than by a Black person, according to FBI homicide data.

Whites commit the majority of crimes in America. The term “black on black” crime is a destructive concept that perpetuates an idea that blacks are somehow more prone to violence. This is untrue and is supported by FBI, DOJ and census (pdf) data. Yet the fallacy is so fixed that even Blacks have come to believe it.

It seems that the media in general…and white American society in particular prefer to focus on crime committed by Blacks (character assassination) because it is a way to shift blame & serves as a way to relieve them from the responsibility of murder, violence, prejudice and institutionalized discrimination engendered for generations by whites against blacks.

It offers a buffer against their responsibility, a way to deflect cause and effect. But the truth, and numbers, tell an absolute different story…in particular, whites are responsible for the vast majority of violent crimes. With respect to aggravated assault, whites led blacks 2-1 in arrests; in forcible-rape cases, whites led all racial and ethnic groups by more than 2-1. And in larceny theft, whites led blacks, again, more than 2-1.

Stay Angry. Stay Woke. Stay Informed.


Photo (Joe Raedle/Getty). and keep bringing the news. There is a flood of racist shit coming in too, highlighting the need for attention, attention, attention to institutionalized racism and every day racism in the States.  Things to to read and help with:

Appoint a Special Prosecutor to Investigate the Murder of Michael Brown

#Ferguson in pictures: the most gripping images taken in the wake of the Michael Brown shooting.

When The Media Treats White Suspects & Killers Better Than Black Victims

Rage Is the Right Response to What Happened in Ferguson

Ferguson fuels ‘kill switch’ debate

The Price of Blackness

Discussing Race & Racism with Your Black Friends: Dos & Don’ts

A Letter to America

Here’s How You Can Help Kids In Ferguson Who Don’t Have Food Now That School’s Closed

Fundly: Feed the students of Ferguson

The $100 Life

Why am I still alive?

THIS WEEK IN TEAR GAS: Ecuador, Turkey, Egypt, and America. Can you tell which one is where? #Ferguson

Because sisters create space for us even in their grieving. #WeGotYouSis #Ferguson #MikeBrown

Campaigns and Ways to Help for #MikeBrown #Ferguson

Statement on 7 Arrested Last Night from the Legal Support Team

An excerpt from that last link:

After leaving the march, they went to the home of one of their aunt’s on Kirk Drive. They were sitting in their parked car in front of the house smoking a cigarette when a swarm of police officers dressed in fatigues and what the arrestees describe as “military garb” rushed the car, put guns in their faces, and began pulling them out of the car. Two young women were pulled out of the car by their hair, and one was dragged through the dirt. All were told they were resisting arrest.

This has got to stop.

They came all the way from India to #Ferguson.   Wake Up, America! The world is watching.


 And for those of us who have been here before, and asking why in the fuck are we doing this again?

Buffalo Springfield – Stop Children What’s That Sound

Stay Angry, Stay Woke


Most importantly, stay informed. Don’t rely on msm reports, who are desperately trying to spin what’s been happening in Ferguson.  One thing that’s important for people to understand: THE TIME STAMP ON THE VIDEO IS FROM FUCKING JUNE! THIS WAS NOT THE SAME DAY! BOOST THE FUCK OUT OF THIS!  Another thing that’s important to understand is that the DOJ told Chief Jackson to not release the video, as it would increase tensions, and had nothing to do with the murder of Mike Brown, which Jackson has admitted, publicly. Another thing that is very important to understand: a small group of people tried to incite rioting and looting in Ferguson. Yes, they caused damage. Yes, they were wrong. No, they weren’t from Ferguson. Yes, townspeople of Ferguson formed blockades to prevent looting. Yes, townspeople of Ferguson stopped fires and break-ins. Yes, townspeople of Ferguson got up early this morning to clean up.

This is Ferguson PD.

Ferguson Police Chief Admits Mike Brown Shooting Not Related to Robbery

In the Aftermath of Ferguson, Stay Angry and Stay Woke

What happened in Ferguson last night.

Protesters Blocking Looters Last Night.

Ferguson Townspeople Helping to Clean Up.

Please, if you haven’t donated, consider doing so: The Michael Brown Memorial Fund

Petition: Mike Brown Law. Requires all state, county, and local police to wear a camera.

Enough is enough. Please join us in calling on federal and city officials to rigorously investigate, prosecute, and fire all officers involved.

Dumbest Police Chief in America

Ferguson Residents Protect Stores from Looters During Police Standoff

And for those of you who can’t cope with Twitter, here’s what Antonio French tweeted about last night:

Via #AntonioFrench:

I 1st left the area around 11:30. Things were peaceful & rainy. I took my wife home & was hoping for a good night’s sleep. Then got a text.

The text said, “Uh I think something popped off at the liquor store in ferguson”. I put back on my clothes and raced down W. Florisant.

By the time I arrived, the police were gone, as were the tear gas and smoke. Based on previous nights, that seemed strange.

A photojournalist friend told me what they saw a few minutes before…

They said after a tense standoff following an individual throwing a bottle at an officer, police were pulling back…

They said as police and the tanks were DRIVING AWAY they shot tear gas into the crowd, “Like a big fuck you,” they said.

Based on later conversations, I don’t know if that use of tear gas was authorized. But sure did make getting ppl calmed down more difficult.

When I arrived, I saw the men-to-boy ratio was not favorable. There wasn’t the same number of leaders on the scene as the night before.

Then another standoff. Myself and others tried to hold back the crowd. I pleaded for both sides to stand down.

“We appreciate you, but we don’t need you,” one of the young men told me. He said they were ready for war. “We sick of this shit.”

I really was about to lose hope of being able to keep the two sides apart. Then Anthony Shahid arrived. His presence helped redirect them.

Shahid said something to 1 of the men who I saw as being a real instigator of escalation. Whatever he said, he was on our team immediately.

Shahid then got the crowd to agree to hold their position while he and I went over to see Captain Johnson.

We agreed that another violent confrontation could be avoided if we got the crowd to move away from the police line back to Ferguson Ave.

Shahid also got police to agree to stop shouting instructions on the loudspeaker, which agitated the crowd, making our task more difficult.

We went back. It took some speeches, 1-on-1 conversations, some hugs, some gentle pushes, even a line of interlocked arms to move them back.

Others helping to push back the crowd included @Patricialicious and some strong young people determined to keep the peace.

The line did get back to Ferguson Ave, where it stayed the rest of the night. Objective #1: Avoiding another violent confrontation ☑️

Continuing  via #AntonioFrench:

But then some of the troublemakers, no longer supported by the crowd, started gathering separately on a nearby parking lot.

Next thing you hear is glass break. Some run through the busted door of a beauty supply store. Immediately, some ppl run to block them.

I’m really proud of those who ran to block looters. They tried to redirect back to the chant “Hands up! Don’t shoot!”

After peace had been restored there, another ruckus on the lot of Ferguson Market. Looters pulled off the plywood and entered.

Again, protestors quickly arrived and block the entrance. I got in the middle. “We are better than this,” I told them. This isn’t protest.

Protestors secured Ferguson Market for that time. Most of the crowd of troublemakers moved further down West Florissant, towards the QT.

I reconnected w/Shahid to discuss strategy. We knew, given the mood, even a small group of police coming to secure stores would lead to riot

We heard about guys w/guns and large Molotov cocktails ready. So to avoid violence, the ppl here had secure the businesses as best we could.

With the beauty supply and Ferguson market secured for the moment, the troublemakers moved down towards Sam’s Market.

By the time I arrived, looters were already in the building.

I’m not going to lie. This sight really broke my heart. I was so disappointed in these people. And I got out my car and told them as much.

Soon some protestors arrived and tried to secure Sam’s Market too.

By this time it was just around 2AM. Still too many troublemakers. Still too much anger. Still too many weapons. Still too few grown men.

Now it was kind of a waiting game. How long before the troublemakers just go home? We knew it was going to be a long night.

Quick note: I think Shahid is close to 60. I know he’d been awake since 5AM when he wakes up for prayer. This wouldn’t be over till after 4.

I want to be clear: Police not coming in at this point — even with the looting — was a good thing. It would’ve gotten very violent.

I began hearing reports of threats to some of the journalists who were trying to record the troublemakers. Also some plans to set fires.

Continuing via #AntonioFrench:

I heard that they were really determined to set Sam’s Market and Ferguson Market on fire.

                          It became so clear the awfulness of the situation. Communities need police. But here & now, the slightest police presence enrages people.

Soon looters overran the group guarding Sam’s. Soon after that we heard they started to set it on fire. The young guy with me ran towards.

That young man ran top speed into the broken glass opening into Sam’s Market, where some smoke and a small flame could be seen.

When I arrived he had an armful of grape soda 2-litter bottles & was pouring it on the small flame. I grabbed one of the bottles and helped.

Still not fully satisfied, the troublemakers hopped in their cars & started doing donuts in the now completely empty lanes of W. Florissant.

Others started taking license plates off their cars. “They’re going to Walmart,” someone said. And soon, after more car tricks, they left.

Continuing via #AntonioFrench:

The police w/their assault weapons, tank-like vehicles, and gas bombs, held their line and had not left yet. Only a few people remained.

Then out of nowhere a white Suburban with all it windows down sped quickly up W. Florissant past our line and towards the police…

Police raised their rifles and trained them on the vehicle as it quickly approached and then suddenly stopped just a few yards from police.

“Hey! Hey! Hey! WTF?!” and “Brother, what are you doing?!” could be heard from the crowd. The vehicle began to back up slowly.

As he backed up past me and then began making a U-turn to go back where he came from, I could see a shiny silver handgun in his right hand.

Quick note: My out-of-town followers should know that in the State of Missouri it is legal to drive around with your handgun.

It was nearing 4AM. The street was bare and I had heard a report that indeed they did go to Walmart. Soon police began to leave the area.

I was exhausted. A lot of us exchanged handshakes and hugs. Then I hopped in my car and drove home, saddened by the lost #PeaceInFerguson.

Justice For Mike Brown

If you’re not up on what’s been happening, lots of details can be found here: and here’s an excerpt:

Help the Brown family bring the truth to light and have a fair trial of the facts. They have raised so little so far, barely three grand. For a case like this they will need fifty to a hundred grand. I want to see an outpouring of support. Send what you can to the Michael Brown Memorial Fund. Please do this. If not for Brown and his grieving family, do it to show you believe in opposing corruption, abuse and oppression in your own country. Do it to show you are fed up with police getting away with the murder of black men every month. Do it to show this must stop. And the people are now paying attention.

And this is a bit of what I wrote yesterday:

You also think the stomp of boots, rumble of tanks, teargas, rubber bullets, big damn guns and real bullets can’t ever come marching to you. Because you don’t want to understand what happened yesterday. That day when a police force went rogue military and shut down a town is a day I thought I would not see. I didn’t think I’d live to see that happen, but I have. And what I have lived to see is fucking terrifying. It should scare the hell out of every single person in the U.S., regardless of class, colour, or location. Please, Pay Attention.

This Is Why We’re Mad About the Shooting of Mike Brown

11 Things White People Should Stop Saying to Black People Immediately

America Is Not for Black People

Becoming a White Ally to Black People in the Aftermath of the Michael Brown Murder



I STAND WITH FERGUSON. I have been crying. Shaking. In despair over what I thought I would never live to see. We all need to stand up. We all need to shout. We all need to make sure The Revolution Will Not Be Televised doesn’t come true. We all need to get the word out, we all need to spread that word everywhere. Stand with Ferguson. Stand For Humanity. Stand Against A Police State.  Be aware. What you are seeing, isn’t Middle East. This is United States, a War Zone in little cityLook at the wound from the rubber bullets! This is terrible.


No Fan

…and I’m no fan of Lenovo products, either. Finally put in yet another call to them, and they claimed the fan is still back ordered. Yeah. As I have zero confidence that these fans won’t continue to fail, all I’d like to do is purchase at least two. Nope, can’t sell them to you, computer’s under warranty. It was pointed out that we opened up the computer, which generally terminates a warranty, but nope, warranty is still intact, so No Fan For You!

So fuck it, let it burn. I’m in the middle of three thousand things like usual, but I’ll be back to regular blogging in a few days. Godsdamn Lenovo.